majokz..

as'kom 2 all the people tat know , not yet know, going 2 know n sama waktu dgn nya.., dis cute n cuddle me(nda)... perhatian ma baby now tgh majok wit me 4 not updating ma blog.., alahai... takkan 2 pon nak majok syg.. 2 those kindhearted people out there pls help me out by pujoking ma lil baby hun(eifa) so dat she'll not majokz wit me any more... bbooohhooohhoo.. hun nanti nda majok jgk aru tau.. hehehehe.. peace 2 all n camat hari raya..=)

maggieeeee

ok..
i couldnt hold ma craving animore..
here im having ma maggie mee...

nk tunggu org tu..
lambat la...

well..
today i did mini shopping for maself..
i bought maself a watch...
cost me $$$
i noe im quite tite w ma cash dis month...
just wanna pamper ma self w ma own hard earn cash..
gals will be gals..
and im so satisfy..
cost i use ma own $$$..

ok till den...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA KAWAN2 KU!!!

mane2 yg tersilap kan.. harap sorry tau..
dosa2 kalian sudah saya maafkan..
thanx for e smses...
muackz!

kasot raya!!!

wers e other shoe!!??

yahoo!! bought ma something for ma leggy legs..
ok ayu.. ur turn!!!

ok fri nite me n ma colleague, ida, we decided to break our fast at jp..
n den went for shoes hunting... n i bought ma little darlings above..
but not at jp tau.. at causeway point instead.. hehe.. spend more den an hour
just to find em.. oh ya tot of getting lil bag match with ma lil darling (above)
but i telah termenyeleweng and bought something else instead... sheeessshh!!!
gals will be gals... gosh.. der goes ma $$$.. but i managed to get things not more den hundred... naseb la tu.. nk pandai carik jer.. kekeke..

ok update later.. si jantan kecik ni kecoh arr nk men computer...
lecccchhheeeehhhhh sungguh!!!!

rela

one of ma fav song.. i prefer e original by tilla hussin

Salam Untuk Kekasih

Salam Untuk Kekasih

Di sebalik kalbu
Yang semakin layu
Terbenam rasa rindu
Terkunci suara hati
Tiada siapa tahu

Dimanakah kasih
Tak seperti dulu
Kata kau sayangkan ku
Benarkah itu

Walau kehadiranku hanyalah sementara
Bukan salahmu sayang kira kau jatuh cinta
Akan ku pergi jauh takkan kembali
Salam maaf permisi
Ku undur diri

Kini ku bersara
Dengan langkah baru
Menyisi luka ini
Kekasih... sekeras aku
Terhiris kerna kamu

Ku tinggalkan cinta
Kisah yang berlalu
Kisah kenangan kita
Hanya kau tahu

Walau kehadiranmu bagaikan menghiasi
Bukan caraku sayang harap engkau mengerti
Pemergianku ini tak ku relai
Salam maaf permisi
Ku undur diri

ninja!!

*yaakkk dussshhh*

it's mon morn..
im kinda free dis days..
ORD mood mah!! while waiting for the new gal to replace me..
wat else kan.. surf e net la..

ok i came across dis article of being a ninja!
i ve always wanted to be one!
i nvr miss any ninja shoes back wen i still a kid..
i even borrowed books from library on the movement
and techniques on how to kick n terajangs..
as daddy prohibits me to join any martial art clubs..
hence i ve gotta learn it ma way..
wahaha.. i nvr noe dat im so cute back den..
while browsing each of the page..
i ll get ma stances ready
ma hand ready and all sorts..
mcm yer-yer-orh gitu aku tau..
ahakz.. kentals nyerss..

ok den in poly..
dis is the time dat i tink i decide on wateva i wanna do..
secretly i joined nyp silat club tau..
bought the gears den barulah..
i informed daddy n mommy..
dey were shocked.. *shook head left n rite*
haha.. rebellious tau akak..
i join silat during ma 2nd yr in poly..
tu jam single..
so committed till i met ma ex-bf..
tu yg akak slack alot seh..
haiz.. if i wld hav noe..
akak tk bfgf ni semua..
all ma passion and interest kena cut down bcoz of dat freak..

k lets not talk abt him.. he is sucha a boring topic..

well i really enjoyed maself during e training..
sungguh tau.. cuma punctuality not in e nyp diction..
manenye star kitorg ni.. but really during n after training..
we really enjoy ourself to e core.. esp ma batch dat consist of
naz, wak, ed, wansup,izad, suzi, few of e seniors like zul, elfi
and e rest la.. i still can remember how wak played trick on me..
time e guys queued to kick the padding kan.. wak steady pom pey pey jer
tak goyang tak ape.. part aku nk tendang.. da tendang arr.. dia setep jatoh mak nenek seouls... hahaha.. den scary part is wen 2 guys w padding tryna attack me
backward.. kanchiong seh aku.. mcm citer hindustan..
aku nye langkah, jln semua teraboh..
and bila part tgh sparring.. lagi best..
aku slalu kena sparr dgn suzi (used to be in national silat team)
dia da lah terror.. ok 1st kan.. kalo tgh pasang langkah (get ready)
we ll look at each other, n laugh..smp kena sound dgn kak peah!
"ape ni ketawe2" hahahaha.. den kite pon tahan ketawe la..
skali suzi telah tersabit ke leher aku.. naseb tak pengsan..
haiz.. gerek arr.. at times we ll go training at pasir ris..
lari mcm tk pernah lari gitu.. mcm lari rumah pon ade...
penat beb.. dgn aku yg tk suka lari jauh2... tapi semangat arr..
member2 byk kasi semangat.. weneva u at e end of falling..
dey ll bring u up... tu pasal aku tk boleh dan
tak akan lost contact w ma poly frenz..
nti tgh2 training.. aku akan jadi tukang urut ed yg tak bertauliah
step mane nye medical doctor aje (singseh)

well time pass so fast..
i even forgot few of the techniques learnt..
tapi,langkah segak mesti ada!!
hahaha.. sudah lah..
if i hav e opportunity,
i would like to join e rest of dem for training..
tapi apakan daya.. too much commitment..
kwang kwannnggg..

sat sat sat

im feeling so sleepy..
im not sure wat time i reached hm last morn..
slept w ma make up on..
oh well.. i do not know how many pieces of tissue i ve used..
to clear ma mucus.. wic mean.. im having a flu.. gosh!!

i ve nothin much to do at work now.. derfore dis entry is posted..
actuali i hav nothin much to say..
wat concern me is ma sleep!!

oh ya..
abt me ORD-ing..
im gonna miss few of ma kakis here..
no more bday.. no more lunch time craps..
no more labrador goreng pisang
no more gul's teh tarik in packets
no more rashid no more din no more sija
no more seena no more meeran no more grace/chris/ms yap/ms han
no more kenneth no more kenghong no more mr tan (ma smiley2 boss)
no more hearing of jimmy's(another boss) loud burping..
and e happiest thing of all.. no more MS NG!!! yeay..
dis part im so contented.. i don favour her arr...
nvm abt dat..
im sure gonna miss ma kakis.. great colleagues to work with..
we scold and made fun of each other..
wenever im so stressed up w work..
i ll sneak down to ma kakis' office n craps w dem like no government lidat!!

hopefully in ma new work place,
i am able to connect w dem like i did w ma current kakis..

im so tired of clearing up ma nose..
i look like a sick clown.. red nose!!
swollen eyes.. no make ups..
goin to work on sat i can guarantee u its a
BIG CHORE!!! but ma mouth need to be fed..
cant depend on parents n bf too much..
talkin abt parents, dey are goin to serangoon n geylang tonite..
wer else mebbe i might just mingle ard outside
or do ma own shopping for e necessaries alone..
or mebbe i might SERANG Mrs Ditto's hse!!
kite kan nk men masak2 sama2.. haha..

ok i actually hav blogged alot.. *sigh*

dis morning i ve been forwarding few emails..

hope u guys read up yea..

till den..

lega.....

i was supposed to go to sch w ayu today...
but tekak mcm nk makan mi bandung at Jamilah...
sorry mrs ditto.. akak sudah terprettt..

den suddenly after breaking fast..
i decided to drop by esplanade...
was silent on e whole journey...
still not much of communique after
we got our butts on e seats..
me n nda... are doin lotsa thinking..
as for me.. i prefer to keep ma tongue behind ma teeth..
he do e talking.. eh wait..
before we headed to e duri2 by e bay..
we went to marina square..
i found dat e shops i went last few mths kinda not der..
or is it ma vision prob? playing tricks w ma eyeballs..?
ok den.. back on e duri2 by e bay...
we did talk abt future..
esp abt managing our finance...
aint easy..
living in spore.. u gotta work til u die..
hehe!! crude gahmen...
niway...
after we realised dat e mosqitoes sucked too much of our
lavishing delish bloody blood..
ape lagi, on our butts up la!!!
kite telah minum2 air seperti big gulp..
n we c'nue our talk abt e finance thingy...
nevertheless..
i felt dat im so afraid im not
able to handles thing in future..
i actually broke down..
e more nda gives his shoulder for me to kesat ma hingus on..
e more e mucus accumulated...
i didnt realise i cried so much for tonite..
tapi akak rasa lega selega2nye..
segala ape yg terpendam,
be it e problems btw me n him n some fren semua nye terlerai..
i can get back to ma gila2 siao cabo mode!! yeay!!
thx nda... aku mmg geram2 dgn dia.. marah2 sgt dgn dia..
tapi dia jugak yg telah merelaxkan aku..
marah2 syg kot.. (ishk i sounded like minah oh rempit seouulls)
again.. thank u for listening n tolerating ma craps...
cobaan n adat bertunang kot..(der e rempits came again)

ok lah.. better stop now..
nti takot besok aku terhuyung hayang at work pulak...

slamat mlm semuanye...

lega to e max...

commitment

I AGREE!!!!!

panorama of sleeping baby

OK..here is e panorama of ma sleeping baby in e van...




i think he looks adorably adorable in dos pix...
hahahaha.. jahat eh aku!!

buta...

ya ampon..
aku bagai org buta dlm opis ni..
dan di tempat2 yg bakal aku lalui..
cermin mataku.. errr..
mataku da pedih ni..
nantok nye...

Malu

I found this enlightening.. oh God... Forgive me...
(from an email.. thx gal...)

Aduhai, setiap wanita dikurniakan oleh ALLAH swt sifat MALU
Kerana MALU si wanita tahu menjaga kehormatannya
Kerana MALU si wanita tahu menilai batas- batas sosialnya
Kerana MALU juga si wanita gagal diperdaya pujukan nafsu

Kini si wanita itu sudah hilang MALUnya
Kerana hilang MALU itu terdedahlah auratnya lantas kehormatan diri tergadai
Kerana hilangnya MALU itu si wanita gagal menilai apa itu HARAM apa itu HALAL
Kerana kehilangan MALU itu si wanita lemas dan hanyut dengan tipu daya nafsu.

Aduhai, setiap lelaki juga dikurnakan oleh ALLAH swt sifat MALU
Kerana MALU, si lelaki nasihat diri dan si wanita agar bersama-sama jaga maruah diri dan MENJAGA AURAT
Kerana MALU, si lelaki mengingatkan diri dan si wanita tentang batas-batas sosial pergaulan, HALAL dan HARAM tu kena INGAT!
Kerana MALU itu, si L E L A K I menjaga dan mendidik N A F S U nya.
J A N G A N mengajak si wanita berbuat D O S A.

Selalu mengingatkan dengan kata "TAKUTLAH AKAN ALLAH !"

Kini, si LELAKI ITU SUDAH HILANG MALUnya
Kerana hilang MALU itu si lelaki MENGAJAK si wanita BERBUAT MUNGKAR
Kerana hilangnya MALU itu si lelaki lupa tentang HUKUM ALLAH swt
Kerana telah hilangnya MALU itu si lelaki mungkin hilang taraf KHALIFAH!
(bolehkah lelaki ini dijadi kan pemimpin ataupun ketua keluarga?????)

Sabda Rasullullah saw, SESUNGGUHNYA MALU ITU ADALAH SEBAHAGIAN DARI IMAN.

Wahai si wanita dan si lelaki janganlah menzalimi diri dengan meletakkan MALU itu bukan ditempatnya.
MALUlah kamu dengan ALLAH swt kerana ingkar akan suruhannya
MALUlah kamu dengan RASULLULLAH saw kerana meninggalkan sunahnya
MALUlah kamu kerana lupa dan malas membaca AL-QURAN
MALUlah kamu kerana tidak menghormati GURU
MALUlah kamu kerana melawan kata IBUBAPA.
MALUlah kamu atas DOSA -DOSA kamu

Maka percayalah bahawa MALU itu akan menyelamatkan kita dari fahsyar walmungkar!!!

Riya' mempunyai ciri dan tanda-tanda sebagaimana kata Ali bin Abi Thalib ra:
Orang yg berlaku riya' memiliki tiga ciri, yaitu:
1. Dia menjadi pemalas apabila bersendirian.
2. Dia menjadi rajin jika berada di tengah-tengah orang yg ramai.
3. Dia menambah kegiatan/kerajinan kerjanya jika dipuji dan berkurang jika
diejek.

Tanda yg paling jelas adalah berasa senang jika ada orang yg melihat
ketaatannya. Andaikan orang tidak melihatnya, dia tidak berasa senang.
Dari sini diketahui bahwa riya' itu tersembunyi di dalam hati seperti api yg
tersembunyi dalam batu. Jika orang melihatnya maka menimbulkan kesenangan
dan kesenangan ini bergerak dengan gerakan yg sangat halus, lalu
membangkitkannya untuk menampakkan amalnya. Bahkan ia berusaha agar
diketahui amalnya itu baik secara sindiran atau terang-terangan.

Diriwayatkan bahwa Abu Umamah Al-Bahili pernah mendatangi seseorang di
masjid yg sedang bersujud sambil menangis ketika berdoa. Kemudian Abu Umamah
mengatakan kepadanya: "Apakah engkau lakukan seperti ini jika engkau solat
di rumahmu? (Teguran ini dimaksudkan untuk menghilangkan sikap riya')."

3rd mth being engaged...

IM LATE!!!

last sun was our 3RD MTH BEING ENGAGED!!!
amcam leh lupa!!!! haizzz..
sweet fiance, hope u are happy with me..
im sickenin i noe.. but HEY! i love u man..
ops..

the more...

the more i follow ma distructive emos n issues..
the more i felt i neglected maself..
the more i want to distant away from any soul..
the more i am missing him which i wanna hold..