push me pls...

i really need dat extra effort to push maself to log on to this site...
nowadays simply lazy to do anitin... even sleep...
recently, i seldom sleep in the office... ma mood are all compiled for shopping..
spent on? heee... aniwe, i am 3 days late for ma menses wic seldom happen, but ths time round i will not buy any pregnancy test kit to check it out... in the past months, i was so kiasu and quite paranoid dat i almost bought a kit per month...
wat a pyscho.. haha... it is because i need to know ma body condition, if im filled up, i must take care of ma self more and
not to carry heavy stuffs... rite? and and shopping bags can never be too heavy for me.. lol...
and if i am emptied again i shall carry on ma normal routine... so im not that kiasu indeed... its just taking extra precautions...
i tink i need new shoes...