aya's wedding

just came back from aya's wedding..
kinda tired.. but still feeling excited..
excited of how mine wld turn out to be...
alah..mine just a simple2 wedding jer..

ok i captured few vidz..
but for now i manage to get e one dat i was supposed to sing for aya..
but she went for bertandang at the groom's side..
well if you go dumb or vomit blood after watchin dis vid..
err.. dun blame me aite..
will follow up with the pix and other vidz too ya..
till den... enjoy kay.. hahaha....

ok.. here's ma leper oreo cupcake

the vday story

ok peeps! an update abt last nite dinner.. told ya dat we ll dining at Little India rite.. We dined in at this Shakunthala's Food Palace.. The food i tell you, damn marvellous.. The servings are generous. Quite affordable.. Since yest was a special occasion, the restaurant gave each of us a rose. Since the men dun carry roses, so end up me having 3 roses + 1 white rose (from nda) = 4 stalks of variety coloured roses!! yeay!! Actually i just received a bouqet of white roses from nda on ma bday..
(oh shit! i ve forgotten to update abt ma bday celeb.. later)

as u can see from the pix below, how contented we re rite.. keeping our starved tummy since morning FULL.. super full.. aku ni jenis yg tk mkn byk, den org belanja terpaksa aku eksen2 abeskan the food.. also ala carte of a plate of fried chicken (india style, red color with lemon seasoning) each!! dijamin sedap tau!! den of coz wat a good dinner without cam-whoring session kan..

den raddy headed hm while me and nda go jln2 naik motor to marina..

a rite place to go n keep u full till the next day!

suka nda makan perrr.. hehehe

pakai tangan seh..!

ini la org yg bertanggungjawab when e bill came.. hehe.. thx alot reddy ker raddy

lady of dat day!! hehe..

we find this restaurant look so exclusive.. so we pinjam the background for our cam-whoring session

at the street.. tk mcm singapore kan..

ma lampost!! hehe

us!!!

also after a good food, a sleep is necessary rite.. we headed to dis place at marina.. very cooling.. baring jgn tak baring.. ok kite kan sembarang.. we landed our butts on this rocky area (semua rocky) n relax our tummy n eyes.. feeling2 gitu u.. jgn takot kite tak bermasiat2 k.. kite cuma enjoy the breeze and the peaceful ambience..

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ok wen nda send me hm kan.. sekali lagi kite rest our butts on the smooth rock.. alah dekat2 multi-storey carpark sane.. den face each other.. while holding the white rose, he asked me, "ingat tak last yr's valentine i said dat, sudi tak awak jadi kekasih saya.. and ur ans was tknk coz u like me as a fren... Now, i wld like to propose you, Sudi tak awak jadi isteri saya??"

dlm ati aku.."dang!! ohmygod! ohmygod!ohmygod!"

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malu tau.. masyaAllah.. ya ampun.. but still i put on an eksen-tk malu front la..
hehehe... "as long as you love me, as long as u think im worth ur love, as long as u wanna take care of me... "errr..err...saya sudi la..."

i just lead ma life as planned.. ;)

and i was so contented last nite.. berbunga2 hati aku.. awww..

k ppl jgn geli k.. buat yg belom tu, ur turn will come..

gosh last yr we celebrated vday as friends, now as fiance, next yr insyaAllah as Husband n wife..

baby step after one another

Ohmygod! i cant believe wat i ve just type... walaupon pelbagai onak ranjau nan berduri kite lalui, alhamdulillah kite maseh bersama.. akan tetapi.. sempat aku ngomel2.. jgn skrg aje sungguh2, sungguh2 romantic, nti da kawin da beranak penak, start men2 berubah2..

lastly.. i glad he is responsible type of man.. i love you sweetheart..

tunggang cermat jiwa selamat.. cheyba!

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ps: ed!!! dia da propose aku la!! yeay yeay!! hehe

Vday special

Happy Vday to u ppl out der..
also thanks to ma frens, fiza, asri, shamali (cuzzin), reza, faizal gul tech and whoeva dat i miss out their names, for wishing me.. tot of writing sumting abt reza.. but alahai too bad he dunno e existant of ma blog. by the way he was one of ma skodengz classmates back in poly wic i adore so much, just like the rest like ed, shamy, naz n etc.. we love each other.. (ok dun mean to flaunt or flirt or adding a pinch of bitchiness here!) lemme explain in case any confusion that mite occurs, we will exchange notes of i miss you, i love u guys, we will meet soon.. etc etc.. dun get me wrong.. we are so damn close.. and trying our best to be der.. or to exchange some comforting smses weneva each of us are down.. haizz... again i miss u guys la.. ed next time add shamy n reza in our outing list, tho they walk like couple of tortoises... hehehe...

by the way again.. below are for ma darling.. alah.. simple2 budget gift aje.. lagipon i noe ma boy cant finish those chockies.. ape gunanya aku diseblah kan.. *hahaha* ok the card wasn't made by me.. bought it at the Nursing hm wic i had ma charity cutting done.. i just typed the words out and print and cut and paste..
tada!! wat matter most is the content and the thought kan.. ok tdy mebbe me n ma boy gonna hav our dinner with raddy at little India.. fyi, Raddy is ma boy's colleague..
cool rite.. couple date an oldadult man.. hehe.. tk kesah la.. asalkan dpt celebrate ma vday sudah.. ok ppl have a lovely day..




ok i ve tried cracking up ma brain cells for some poetry..
but i cant come out with any.. writer's block! damn!
so i took a quick note (looks like a letter writing)duh!
so SILA jgn geli pabila membacanya.. *grin*

Sayang,

Everyday is a Valentine's Day to me when you are near
This is my 2nd Valentine's Day with you but the 1st time ever in my life
with you as my beloved fiance. I have nothing to offer except for my
unconditional love, thoughts and concern. Each time we meet, I would
regret that it did not last. Each time we part, I am afraid that we would l
ost touch. I do not know why that is so. I felt fragile.
For all the troubles I ve caused
For all the mistakes I ve created
At this moment, I am pouring out my deepest and sincere apologies
I am truly sorry for all that. I can't help myself tho.
I can't stop seeking your attentions
I wanna be noticed in your eyes
I want ma presence to be acknowledged
I want ma name to be engraved at every inch of your heart
I want every breath you take, you to breathe in my name
Cos you are my only possesion other then ma family
Sayang, you may not be the 1st but the last person I would like
to end my life with.

Be my Valentine sweetheart.
Your kisses are awaiting you
Your obsessed-with-you gurl,
Eifa

Of missing and V-day

I MISS MA BOY!!

U must be wondering occasionally i mentioned him as ma boy
and usually as ma man.. dat depends on how HE acted..
if particularly he is acting like a man.. i ll call him ma man..
if acting like a boy.. i ll call him ma boy.. so dis days.. he is
ma boy... crap! *missing2 in the air*
Tmr is V-day.. i noe its not supposed to be celebrated rite..
but errrgghhh.. not sure if tmr der shd be any celebration to be done
by us.. im not prepared and have not prepare anything yet..
well.. let shake our bonbon n see lorr...
hrmmmmm....

this was taken last yr V-Day..
we were frens back den..
but shyly holding hands..
ops! wadeva! he is ma fiance NOW!!
hehehe..

hi dearest blog,

wat can i say..
sat meeting was called off as majority are not able to make it..
but i hold no grudges..i understand ..
nevertheless, baby dropped by ma hse..
biasalah.. sing-ah-song session..
ala2 karaoke at cc gitu..
im trying to glue ma butt at hm..
no more merayaping sessions..

but next sat i ve two places to go..
din's kenduri and to aya's crib..

atleast im occupied..
if not mati kerboringan aku..

n btw, i tink i miss baby..
no la.. not tink..
confirm chop2 chicken chop..
blardy miss him..
but tk tau la if he misses me or not..
maklumlah sapela saya.. (ceh emosi pulak)
i feel dat ders kite ni dekat tapi jauh..
like we re mysteriously distanted..
no more huggy2 hugs..
no more pecky2 pecks..
hmmm..perhaps i turn baby's off!!
hahah.. watevala kan..
or mebbe we re bz with our own life..

oh ya..
i almost forgotten abt ma mini trip to
arab street last fri..
had dinner n sheesha-ing w ma ol'timer..
1st time seouls aku konon2 smoking..
dey laughed at me.. u guys tink im funny?
hehehe.. they nvr failed to keep me dropping ma jaw..
love u guys..

abt ma peeling period..
due to e facial...
geezzz... horrifying dying2..
i felt so sick with the effect..
it hurts to be pretty.. gong tol..!
naseb ramai org bersimpati keatas diriku ini..
(cheyba)

ok la kepala pon da spinning2..
till den..
sally bo belly...

Sunday..sunday..

Sunday was better..
but ma face start to have dis peeling effect..
the skin not peeled yet.. but can feel dats its coming SOON!
abes ah.. u can see a gal w curly hair with scaly face..
n dats me k.. not some walking zombie..

and.. on Sunday, it's Saryani's wedding at Bt Batok..
she was drop dead gorgeous.. very very beautiful bride..
im not lying.. witness her beauty below.. later..
and i not alone but accompanied by ma two truly lovelies..
AYA & RENA!! yeay!! wen e 3 of us met.. we became retarded..
esp AYA the Bride to be dis 25th FEB!!
yes laH!! another wedding..
oh ya, we saw fiza's mom and uncle k..
her mom look stunning in dat grey kebaya..

lawa kan dia!

haha.. pardon us.. we are uncontrollable!

feeling2 model

and den..
i went to aya's crib!!
she got her self her WEDDING BED !! (i also want!!)
helped her up with her gubahan..
very creative dat retarded gal (sometimes.. hehe)
shall help her finish up her stuffs next week!!
n gez wat?? she has not finished posting out her
wedding invitation cards!! Dang!! poor gal..
Got caught up with her work.. kesian..
very kurus of her.. but sentiasa sweet!


nak balek

kenyang!


aya & rena

US (rena assigned us to cover her up)

sleeping me and smiling rena

oh ya.. sesungguhnya aku regret wearing dat red top!
i feel like a walking hang bao.. i dare not go hm w dat..
and i m left w no choice but to trouble nda.. hehe..
sorry dear.. no choice hor!! love ya.. ;p

sesungguhnye aku tak pernah berfacial..
ders always a first time kan..
n that gonna be e last time!!
ade ker patot, dia cucuk tang sini,
dia cucuk tang sana..
aku act cool aje tk pekik la..
tapi air mutiara berlinangan..
sakit la seouls...
sakit giler tau..
den i left dat shop w no make up on!1
it's a HORRIFYING saturday i tell u!

super stress

today n yest..
like i think im borned rich gitu..
like i think money is easy to earn..
i bought junk foods..
one time go.. cost me $20
2nd go.. another $20
makan mi nk kena ade ayam goreng..
lepas tu tk sedap.. tk abes..
as for today..
makan sehendak2nya..
chocolate.. mcm air..
jln terus...

i cant stop munching since lunch..
its bcos..
im quite STRESSED up with life, work, life..
ok stressed with work it's norm..
ok stressed with life it's also norm..


hah.. dunno la..
recently i decided to set ma blog on private..
hah.. but den.. leceh kan.. den i set it back to norm...
so feel free to read la yer.. to tag or wat..
siti.. i saw ya msn.. u can view ma blog already ya..


i just feel like typing sum personal stuffs here..
but im afraid i mite hurt sum1..
so i gez i let it roamed in ma lungs&heart den..


oh well,
last nite aya's treat me to Siam Kitchen..
dats nice of her.. shit i ve forgotten to take pix w her..
she's ma neutral fren of all..
i wish i was like her.. can just dun bother others and stay focus
on own life.. btw she's ma paramedic..
Siam Kitchen serves nice food actually.. but baby kinda not having much appetite..
agak dia nk muntah tgk muka aku.. *sigh*
but the drinks sux.. too sweet for us..
till den.

by the way nda.. pls look at ur blog, i ve updated sumtin..

goodbye.