1st time n old time

Last nite is e 1st time i did not shed a tear eventho having a heartache..
God bless me..
Did ma ot last nite till 9..
Gosh i was fuming in anger but den i coax maself n dropby his blk...

*****

Dis morning i log into ma frensta..
i saw a fren, an old fren added me to her list..
i ponder for a moment, tinking to accept or reject..
so so.. i accepted.. i feel e hurt tho...
but den for old time sake n let bygone be bygone